it’s been a tough few months…
but i can just maybe see the first kiss of sunrise o’er the horizon.
and good goddamn, i’m writing again.
good goddamn
addendum to the previous
this is going to be a somewhat short post, especially as i’m trying to go to sleep so that i can hopefully reset my diurnal rhythm.
but i wanted to continue to talk about love for a moment, mostly as a response to what one of my readers commented on my last post. (btw, people who [...]
drunken rambling about love
i’m going to ramble. sorry, but that’s the truth.
once again, i’m stuck in a haze of my own making. it’s been so often these past few months that i find myself in a fugue of alcohol, work and exhaustion.
it’s the only way i can sleep at night.
but the point of this is not to bitch. [...]
something generic
i wish i could’ve written something worthwhile.
or hell, longer than a few words, but i figure making at least a minimal effort is important.
how the hell did i end up wasting another night watching movies, when i should’ve been working on my art? i don’t know. it just seems to happen on its own, even [...]
screaming down empty hallways
i never know if anyone actually reads this thing.
mainly because i’m too lazy to check the google analytics, and even then, i’m not sure if those reading are actually reading my blog or searched something ridiculous like godzilla porn and randomly found my blog.
but there’s something in the human spirit that enjoys screaming down empty [...]
update and another belated promise
i’ve been called out on not using this blog enough.
so therefore, i will be updating more in the next few days.
not the long, introspective pieces i’ve been writing but smaller posts. i think that way, i will be more consistent. here’s hoping.
contemplative
i have been horrible about updating this blog. i blame it on a combination of grad school starting up again, me still not completely processing my odd-yssey and a general writers’ block.
which is why i’m forcing myself to write this blog post though i’m not very motivated to do so. without the ability to write, [...]
away
yeh.
i’ve been hella fail at the whole updating thing. as a heads up, i will be updating with all the old blog entries that i should’ve finished. sorry.
my brain’s been fried. still trying to process my journey into the mountains and then getting pulled over by border patrol and then summit and then the fucking [...]
interlude 2
this is just to say that i am still alive and safe and well.
i know i need to finish the austin entry, as well as write my entires for the last few days, spent in arizona and utah and in san diego… but i’ve had a crazy, crazy adventure in those days and need a [...]
day 17 and 18: austin daze and nights
nb: i just don’t have that much time right now, i will finish updating this one soon and hit the next one… but for now, i’m going off into the desert for a spirit quest. so peace.
austin was a great time.
admittedly, i didn’t do many culture things other than music, but i got to do [...]