i never know if anyone actually reads this thing.
mainly because i’m too lazy to check the google analytics, and even then, i’m not sure if those reading are actually reading my blog or searched something ridiculous like godzilla porn and randomly found my blog.
but there’s something in the human spirit that enjoys screaming down empty hallways, that lets forth a primal yell into the darkness of the night and the wilderness of the soul.
i guess this blog was mine and is now becoming it again.
we live lonely lives. or at least i do. we’re alone in our heads so much that sometimes it feels like the world fades away andd loses its colour, like life becomes nothing more than a constant blur of faces and repetitive routines meant only to get us through the day or afford us enough time to drown ourselves in the fantasies of tv or korean dramas (god do i love the melodrama).
but at the same time, we desire connection. it’s part of who we are as human beings. so no matter how things fade or become dark, we throw out messages in bottles, screams of defiance into the night air, even knowing no one will hear them.
you scream, i scream, we all scream for ice cream.
you bet someone is reading it. just keep updating and writing, at least you’ll still keep yourself in the stream of conscious. =) Cheers. Keep your head up. Good luck and I hope yotu are keep up the jiu jitsu.
A note, I am the kind of blog reader that checks back every few weeks to read mass amounts of posts versus checking everyday.
I also have to agree that we are in our minds a lot. I work third shifts and there ain’t a lot of coworkers around me. In fact, I work alone. It leaves me a lot of time to think and dwell upon things. It’s not so bad though, being somewhat introverted myself.