i think, or i should say, as far as i know, or… ok. let me try to restate. sipping on yet another glass of a passable red plonk, smoking my last cigarette before sleep, i can say with all the certainty of any other young man unsure of himself that i’ve been in love with [...]

god. i’ve had a fucking long day running around trying to both get my class schedule and my head together. trying to figure out what direction my life is taking, if any. at one point in my life, the fires of futile defiance, working class resentment and the ambition that only a cocky young man [...]

i’m currently in the process of trying to write a piece about the sulu series, an asian american performance series and collective i’ve been a part of since i got to new york. concurrently, i’m trying to get my head together, trying to balance the responsibilities of a son with that of an artist and [...]

it’s been a tough few months… but i can just maybe see the first kiss of sunrise o’er the horizon. and good goddamn, i’m writing again.

this is going to be a somewhat short post, especially as i’m trying to go to sleep so that i can hopefully reset my diurnal rhythm. but i wanted to continue to talk about love for a moment, mostly as a response to what one of my readers commented on my last post. (btw, people [...]

i wish i could’ve written something worthwhile. or hell, longer than a few words, but i figure making at least a minimal effort is important. how the hell did i end up wasting another night watching movies, when i should’ve been working on my art? i don’t know. it just seems to happen on its [...]

i never know if anyone actually reads this thing. mainly because i’m too lazy to check the google analytics, and even then, i’m not sure if those reading are actually reading my blog or searched something ridiculous like godzilla porn and randomly found my blog. but there’s something in the human spirit that enjoys screaming [...]

i’ve been called out on not using this blog enough. so therefore, i will be updating more in the next few days. not the long, introspective pieces i’ve been writing but smaller posts. i think that way, i will be more consistent. here’s hoping.

i have been horrible about updating this blog. i blame it on a combination of grad school starting up again, me still not completely processing my odd-yssey and a general writers’ block. which is why i’m forcing myself to write this blog post though i’m not very motivated to do so. without the ability to [...]

yeh. i’ve been hella fail at the whole updating thing. as a heads up, i will be updating with all the old blog entries that i should’ve finished. sorry. my brain’s been fried. still trying to process my journey into the mountains and then getting pulled over by border patrol and then summit and then [...]